I’m a recovering control freak.
I used to get SO caught up in the Hows of making my dreams and desires a reality.
And if I couldn’t clearly see HOW something was possible for me or How I could STEP BY STEP make it happen, I wouldn’t go for it.
I would stop myself or hold myself back from even admitting that I wanted it.
At times, I went so far as to make fun of those things—“what a ridiculous idea that is haha”—while secretly harboring a desire for it.
Not knowing the How was always the thorn in my side.
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